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Dry Dock
with James Rafferty and Jennifer Tinsley
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My writing and I are in a very dark hallway at the moment and though frantically searching, I can't seem to find the light switch. I have been stumbling around in this dark hallway for way to long. So long in fact, I can no longer determine which direction to turn.
I love writing, I love reading, but it seems I am unable to do both at the same time. Does anyone else suffer from this affliction. If I am caught up in the world created by the book I am reading, I am unable to create my own worlds. I recently decided to read a number of Historical Fictions to sharpen my writing, paying particular attention to description. I have a tendency to focus on people, not their surroundings. Well the exercise seems to have backfired. The only sharpening going on is the sharpening of pencils.
I marvel when I read all the doings of other writers/bloggers. How do you fit it all in? Writing, reading, blogging, blog reading, querying, family, work, dinner, house cleaning, ironing, eating, sleeping etc. It makes the head of this "
Trying to be Writer" spin!!! And believe me that is not a pretty site!
The result, I wonder at my ability to write at all. If I truly was a writer, wouldn't I be able to fit it all in. Even this post about being insecure is causing me major stress due to the return of what I refer to as
Brain Freeze! Brain Freeze is when one searches around in ones head and only sees darkness....blankness! Not a paragraph, sentence or word floating around in there anywhere. Just a black hallway.
So what to do....All I can think to do is wait and hope. I also need to stop pacing and freaking out.
YIKES and HELP!